User blog:Cinnabar The Evil Gem Chemist 55555555555555555550/Potential Semi-Retirement

WHAT THE HELL DID HE JUST SAY!? PLEASE TELL ME I'M SEEING THINGS!!!!!!

No.

You're not.

Lefty7788 is semi-retiring. You read it correctly. I am so sorry guys. But I have no choice. I really never hoped it would come to this. But it has.

People on chat have been noticing a change in my behaviour. Most are too scared to point it out, but I know you know there has been a change. And you're 100% right. My behaviour has changed in the last couple months.

Because I am constantly depressed, angry, guilty and hating myself. My mood meter doesn't lie. I am not a happy person at the moment. Why?

Real life has caught up with me. Because I got addicted to this Wikia, especially its chat, I have been spending up to NINE HOURS PER DAY on chat. NINE.

I am at a time in my life where I can't do this. I am suffering daily the consequences of this, and I just can't take it anymore. I need to reduce my time on here for my own sanity and future.

I will still be doing the following: But don't expect me to be spending nine hours on chat, or even three. I have to stop. I can't go on like this any longer.
 * Replying to messages
 * Making daily edits
 * Making the odd blog post
 * Making many edits on days that episodes release
 * Make admins occasionally
 * Checking for rule-breakers

So this is semi-goodbye to you all. I am so sorry it had to come to this, but if you knew what I was going through in real life, you'd know why I have to suddenly perform an emergency stop on my activity here.

Thank you for reading,

Lefty7788 (talk) 19:48, November 12, 2014 (UTC)