User blog:Emmaelise401/Admin Redemption

Everyone remembers about a year ago when I went on a rampage on chat and got blocked for 2 months, losing admin. Some even remember just in april, I went on another rampage and ended up getting chat banned forever. However, I somehow got my way and got un chat banned. I know this may seem like a stretch, but this is the next step on truely becoming who I was. I have already shown a majority of you that I changed. (I am also dumping the russian language.) I consider myself one of the luckiest users on CCSW and I want it to continue. I found CCSW before mineplex, and it is somewhat more important. I want to come back.So, I thought about it long and hard, and decided that I would make an application for admin, and that if it fails, it aint the end of the world. However, this is truely what I want. I want.. to come back.

There are a wide range of plans and stuff I want to do when/if I get admin. I really want to do work on my testing wiki to offer new features for CCSW, and being a trained staff member and even a former admin, I think I would once again fit the team perfectly. I find myself very lucky that I have been rollback for well over a year and my admin 1 year landmark was.. well.. 5 months ago. My goal is not only to enforce the rules, but be a friend to people, one they could reach to for help. I loved being admin when I was admin, and I have tons of past experience. I truely think I can pull this off once again. What you think is up to you, but remember that I was the one who banished kool.

When/if I do get admin, it will be all I really have left. I slept on it, wether getting staff on mineplex or a chance to become admin here, I chose admin here because this is my second home, and you guys are all my family. Even an old cat can learn new tricks. And I am that old cat. Transform me into a new cat. I understand if you don't think I am ready and you just can't forgive me for all the harm I have caused, but I truely think I have this chance. Even an old cat can change, and the question is.. Will you give me that chance?