User blog comment:Mossy Mos/My Disappointments/@comment-14966981-20161102195849

Hey Mossy. I completely understand your feeling of disappointment right now. I think I have stated my first words already, which is expressed in the nomination thread. Firstly, don't forget that I'm still caring you for some time. Even I feel inactive this time due to busy schedule, I won't tend to completely forget you in this wiki. Whenever I often see you contributing, I am more grateful you contributed for hexagon levels. I know you need much edits, that's why you need editing without the interruption of others. Yes, if you are curious, I am like that before, but I completely matured and rarely edit now due to busy schedule. Try to be yourself and be aware next time of the possible outcome when you scold Prime. Edits won't be lost and you can do it in your free comfortable time. But this time, try using the source editor. It might be a challenge and a taking-time process to study, but someday you'll master it and apply it in other areas aside from wikia source code editing. It is recommended to article contributors since it displays the complete coding (including article information, image filename, size and position, linked words, infoboxes, tables, and templates that are only accessible to source editor) without any hindrances of meeting your expected outcome (e.g. making a table but with a designated colour in each cell).

Back to the case of yourself scolding Prime, you don't have to do that. Prime intends to help you and I personally don't think it's an interruption. It's completely supporting and appreciating you as a contributor, and of course finish jobs with lightness and more time to deal with other things aside from this. Prime gives you enough room for you to gain edits. If you feel like this is against your expectations, you better learn to think the bright side of the presence of a contributor contributing beside you. Imagine a wiki without contibutors but only you yourself standing to it. It's more challenging.

Lastly, I remember you wanted to become an administrator someday. One of its requirements is your huge contribution to the wiki. However, trust is completely important. You need a complete trust to the wiki, especially Prime by not letting him down or simply not scolding him due to a small thing. Being nice, respectful, polite, humble, generous, and patient to him and to other users is also a major requirement for this one. You may still have a chance, but not as high as before because of what you've done.

The damage has been done, as anonymous says. You can't turn back the time you have done something uncomfortable to Prime, like what I've actually done to him last 2014 and 2015 Christmas due to edit mark jealousy. Remember that no one is made to be a perfect contributor, sometimes there are limitations set between wiki contributing and IRL events.

Sorry for this long statement, but I hope you have realized this and at the end, you'll contribute out of something meaningful for the wikia's common good.