User blog comment:Catinthedark/I am having a really hard time/@comment-4189499-20151018101805/@comment-4189499-20151019125451

That doesn't sound very good :( Feel better soon! Really, if any projects here on CCSW have managed to survive undone up until this point, there's no rush to finish them now.  I wish you the best of luck with getting everything rebalanced!  Oh, and I'm sure a job will come along sometime in the near future.  You're super talented and an amazing team player, and isn't there supposed to be a shortage of good devs around?!

I wish you all the best.