User blog:CC-4294967296/About the reason why Cat opposed me - and the huge apology to all of the CCS community...

 Hey all wikians,

2 days ago, I made a thread to nominate me to become a bureaucrat. Beside 10+ supports, Cat is the only person who opposed me from being a b-crat. With her reason, I realise that I am not ready to become a bureaucrat and I will withdrawing my candidacy, because of my overreacting actions I did a few hours ago. That made Rose, Lefty, Cat and NRN got blackmailed.

That time I made a threat to Rose about leaving the community without noticed to all of users (by using the function called "Disable my account" in Community Wikia), it's not only affected his vote, but I also lost the trust from people who had supported me before and people I know on Facebook. And now I know that my actions was impulsive, and I don't want to lose the trust from the community. And I hope after reading this, all of you, especially Rose, Cat, Lefty and NRN, will understand why I am not being b-crat for now. Also I will change myself both inside and outside Wikia to make people trust me more, and somedays in the future I can get more support from the community for being b-crat again!